Anger has been getting the best of me

Psalms 37: 8 says Cease from anger and forsake wrath;fret not yourself-it tends only evildoing. For evildooers shall be cut off, but those who wait and hope and look for the Lord [in the end] shall inherit the earth.

I will think of this every time I become angry with what is going on my life I need to think about this. I've went through so much this week alone and I've had mixed feelings about so many things going on with school and home. My frustrations have been gradually coming out but they came out in a way in which I thought I would never have to be brought to. I need to stop dwelling on how other people think about what I should be doing and focus on how I'm doing it. Apparently I'm not doing something right in their eyes if they coming at my head in an ignorant way about it so it is what it is. I declare to myself through blogging that I will let go of this anger because it takes energy to be angry with someone. It doesn't take any energy to be indifferent and thats what I choose to be. The semester is almost over NO MORE 8 Oclock classes....Life will get Better

I declare, God that the fountain of Life is with you, in Your light, I see light [Amen] Good night...

[j]

Life is So Crazy - Introduction of J

Sometimes when you are going through something in life...you need to take the time out to thank God for the blessings that you have. I personally, have been through so many things from birth up until now and am proud to say that I have had the ability to overcome. Although I've stumbled a couple of times I never broke down I kept fighting...and with the fight I gained and lost alot. I lost who I used to be...I lost the hair and I lost the clothing. I lost some friends, I lost the localities. I gained friends, even some who didn't have my best interest at heart. I gained perspective as to what life really is outside of the box. I gained spirituality and trusted some of my outcomes with the Lord. I gained the respect of my family and a sense of pride. Right now I'm looking for balance I guess. Knowing that life isn't always going to be superfantastic and that there are going to be bad times that lead up to the good times. I'm growing into adulthood trying to make decisions that will better my future and trying to prevent mistakes if I can help it. I still go through things personally. Things that I just for years cannot shake, but one day I'll probably get it. Maybe the light bulb will come on and life will just make sense...Oh well...until next time...

[J]