Tuesday, March 31, 2009

mmmmhm.....so I have a twitter! + AMERICAN IDOL!

So i am now guilty of getting on this new crave called Twitter!! I know you all have heard about Twitter and everyone having one. it's pretty cool and celebs have them and they actually are probably doing their own updates b/c that's all you have to do. The site only allows you to get updates from people. That's all they can do as well. IDK! It's much more simple than facebook. I'm not a complex person and facebook and myspace are adding 9832748327 features that makes their sites complicated and annoying to me. I like user friendly AND simple. Hope everyone gets a twitter and follows me.


So American Idol is on and sometimes people pick the dumbest songs. One little rocker hippie-
ish chick sang Bob Marley 'Turn your lights down low." I'm like you don't even look like you would know that song let a lone sing it. Of course the judges chewed her out. Well deserved. She was ridiculous for singing that song. They have a blond guy this season who's actually pretty good. Better than a lot of the contestants. Simon is hilarious, and Paula is still.............mmmhm. Randy can't seem to get the word "dog" out of his vocab and I'm still not sure who this new judge is and how she's qualified for this!

Just some
ish I wanted to talk about today.....

{ B }

I am so irritated right now

You can't depend on anyone but yourself...I need to learn how to take hold of my own....F*#$...TBC [J]

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I am becoming so irritable.....call me a hypocrite if you want but i am so tired of my roommate on the phone with her boyfriend. If this keeps going on I think i'm going to have to move out. I know she hears me turning the TV up because i dont wanna hear that shit.....*excuse my french* I don't want to live with her anymore GOD KNOWS. I am just sick and tired of her.....her affirmations and her insecurities.....FOLLOWERS you know a woman is insecure when she goes out of her way to put down other women and needs confirmation from other people. Why do you need someone to tell you that a girl is ugly. Or why do you need your boyfriend who claims he loves you more or loves you the most *based on what i hear* to confirm that he doesnt like sloppy girls? she just annoys me....like why are your showers 5 minutes....and why doesnt your hair move...LOL Sorry i wa s having a moment...but i'm fine anyway......I'm sitting on the phone while marcus is snoring thinking about reading this book to sleep. The TV is extra loud i can't even think but it drowns her out so thats fine. I just finished watching sex and the city twice. I love that movie so much. I wish i had friends like that and a temporary life like that. Just me and my girls and dispensable income LOL . I am so thirsty wondering where B and C are....oh well I guess this means Good night (Reading Attitude 101)


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

C is IGNORANT...she should be BANNED!...UGH ELIZABETH!

Sooo, I'm thinking that I can't take the amounts of foolywang material that C ejects from her pores into my life....EVERYDAY! She does not blog at ALL! I'm consulting with J on Banning her or starting our own blog. AMERICA! I ask you does it look like she cares? It doesn't seem like she does to me. That's where i am on that ignorant fool. And she wonders why I dont answer my phone. I have to debate her ingorance!

Ok, so this show "The View"...NO HOMO. Seriously they talk about world issues and it's a way to keep up with people using regular terms. But there is a certain specimen of a creature that literally works my nerves. She oooozzzes ignorance like NO other. I mean C is coming close, but definitely no cigar! So she's on the view as one of the host and I think she's an asshole. Barack Obama is the greatest president this country is going to see. NOT because he's black. These are just my views, and america CLEARLY agrees. So President Obama went on the Jay Leno show (which he had a great interview on) and is talking to Leno about Bowling. Obama says that he has been recently practicing his bowling skills, and had bowled a 129. If you're a bowler or know anything about it, you know that a really good score is in the 200s. Leno congratulated him in sarcasm of course, and President Obama replied jokingly "I know it sounds like Special Olympics." OK! Bad statement. We know! Obama immediately realized what he said, and apologized. Here's the thing with me and politics. I do feel it was a bad statement, but does this NOW affect his ability to run this country? NO! So on to Elizabeths Redneck ass. She makes this big deal that he needs to watch what he says, and so on and so forth. Honestly when I watched the show I didn't catch it, but you know everyone's waiting for him to slip. He did have a mess up, but I won't hold it against him. I don't see why I should. He's human as am I, and I can't expect him to do godly things, when he's NOT god. Elizabeth just blew me about it, and I'm like what's REALLY the deal here. You wanted McCain to win, he didn't and NOBODY likes you. You're next to get fired. HOPEFULLY! ........j/k! Wouldn't want any her or anyone to go through what I'm going through *side eye*

Just another edition of B's eye!

{ B }

Monday, March 23, 2009

Turned Test In...Looking Like Crap

I'm sitting here in my room thinking about all the stuff I had to go through today. It was crucial. I had to go to buckman and deal with some last minute stuff pertaining to the seminar today. It went smooth but it could've been tightened up (what else is new). He has been gettin on my nerves and I had to tell him about himself today about what I will do what I won't put up with and that I will leave if I dont feel like I am happy. He said he will try....I feel myself drawing near to that FED UP moment but we'll see whats to come....i have student leaders outside of my dorm yellin at the top of their lungs WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and so on and so forth. Saying WOOOOOOOO and WOOOOOOO and i'm just like go home.....speaking of dorm I turned in my housing application for my single room. By the grace of God i turned it in and got the room that I wanted. This is why you do things earlier... I turned in my test probably failed (shrug) anywho I still need to do somethin to this nappy head of mine..so onto another adventure...probably will write later if i'm not sleep under the dryer.


Saturday, March 21, 2009

No job!!

Just as the title says....NO JOB! I lost my job last thursday. I should be more upset than I am, but I'm not. I've even blogged about how much I hate my job, and how I can't wait to get. Well they say be careful what you wish for. You just might get it all, and then some. I definitley wished I could not have to work there. What I didn't wish for was to be fired and jobless. I guess your wondering what I could've done being I'm perfect. Well I got fired for looking for other jobs on the internet. Yup. That's what my boss said the corporate office said. I was on job related sites too much. I guess so.........

And NO J, you don't need to make another blog. This one is JUST fine don't be ridiculous. C is all the ignorant foolywangery material I can possibly take in this lifetime.....

{ B }

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Stankadank Slore Whore

Sooooo I just chose a randon title because......maybe I'm random like that...New movie coming out about Mall Cops: Observe and Report....def not going to see that..I haven't blogged in a while....Blogger D*@#ed me. I typed this long blog about the annoying lady in the barnes and noble, my uncle, my niece, my spring break, and other things and it totally wiped my blog from the face of Blogdom....whats up with that. I'm trying to keep my grades up, with prayer I might get all A's....YAYYYYYYY i'm thinking i'm writing about the wrong stuff in this blog...my stuff seems a little more personal...maybe I should start a separate blog...then I could get down and dirtayyyyyy and I could just subscribe to this one....who knows..The annoying lady in the Barnes and Noble I will never forget her. I'm joining a book club!!!!!! I can't wait....i dunno I'm tired 8 o'clock class. I'm gone -__- good night!


AYE! Wats good! D. Woods + her hair line were on Pole Watch!

Sooo D. Woods decided to show her other talents sans Danity Kane. I have to say I like her new hobbies. And I'm particular when it comes to females hair. She usually always has on a wig so seeing the hair line for a change is nice. Wonder how the other girls feel about D. Woods new career change.....not really.

{ B }

Monday, March 16, 2009


In NO way, shape, or form are we a celebrity gossip site (even though B & I read theybf.com on the daily)....BUT I HAVE TO KNOW WHATS REALLY HOOD WITH FRANKIE!!!...I need Keyshia to STOP whatever it is she's doing and come get her mother..out in ATL lookin like who shot Sam...

SMDH...Damn Shame

Paperwork && Procrastination....both r DEADLY!

Soooo. I have a lot of both going on here in my office. Lots of paperwork and a lot of me not going through any of it. I'm just not feeling it right now. I have so much ish to do. Then on top of that people are always asking me to do their work, to make me feel important.....BOGUS! I'm doing it becuz they don't want to do it. Guess they think I'm a fool. But I really should do some wrk and blog about this on my break in 30 min. But I'm not about to blog on my free time at work!

Why would either of those foolywangs think that I care ab anything that they do?????
.....cuz I don't!

{ B }

Sunday, March 15, 2009

B is the MOST ignorant person I know---

Let's see...
  • You can't hear his voicemail because when he recorded it he barely had service so its all broken up...
  • You call & call & call & he doesn't answer...
  • Then when he does pick up, he doesn't say anything...

UGH! I cannot keep dealing with his foolywangery material...

Randomness in the world

I'm about to go back to school and I can honestly say I really enjoyed my spring break... I did everything that I said I was going to do and more.....trust me I had some good times and bad times but hey....thats life for you....A random thing: I gave my uncle a hug today....he liked it he need to stop fakin....I've never been the affectionate type so I know that he's like aww my little von pooh ia growing up and wants to like fake cry just a little bit.....but let me rewind......THIS RANDOM lady approached me at barnes and noble and was like she wanted me to join her teenage book club (insult right) I told her : Look lady i'm 21 I don't wanna join ur stankin book club (j/k) but something along those lines

Saturday, March 14, 2009

This is rambling...bare with me people!

I'm ready to get away from this place.  I'm going to Cali in April, and time doesnt move fast enough.  I'm ready to leave so that I can have a damn vacation...sheesh....

This season of the real world....is the MOST real of the seasons.  They got women who USED to be men, not able to pay their bills....awkward!

Whats funnier than Day 26?  These niggas acting like PURE bitches.  Especially that Q character.  He is only 20.  So am I, and I don't throw tantrums.  Why are they so surprised that they don't have that much money? ONE....you not selling that many records....TWO....that means you not gonna make a lot of money....THREE....u decided to join a GROUP so now you gotta split that money 5 damn ways....FOUR.....sell them damn clothes you wearing to ME!....that'll give you a lil bit a change!...haha

Cant talk ab them without talking about Danity Kane.......nvm!  Yes I can....moving along............

I'm pretty hungry....I'm bout to go hustle some money outta my pops....


{ B }

Friday, March 13, 2009

Can't Beat the Sadness - J

(Void) All day I've been feeling really sad and I just cannot shake it. I've been dwelling on so much all day...thinking about all sorts of things....so much in fact that my head is throbbing....or maybe its the food I ate....The old folks tell me that God puts someone on earth here just for you...and when the time comes you will know.....what if you neverk now....what if u never find out who that person is.....or what if u thought the person u thought it was was not him.....then what.....

So many questions come to mind when it comes to the perseverance of a woman....how much will she put up with....i put up with so much willingly it hurts my spirit...I don't know who that man is anymore and I walk around sad...as if I was fooled to believe that the guy I spent all that time was was him....I asked someone today.....sometimes dont u just feel like quitting life...when it gets to hard....and they replied "yeah I do but i never give up" "there are things that inspires me to keep going"...all that personal stuff that keeps people going I have come in and out of my life...family....friends....people I've confided my life to I regret doing so....I feel like I've shut down....emotionally and I dont know what to do about anything anymore.....I'm trying to figure this life thing out but it gets harder as the days roll by....I want to be happy but I feel like i'm totally incapable of doing so....my happiness is only temporary and then it reverts back to being sad again...its something beyond my control.....I always think things can be worse though....

And Then There Was Me- Intro to C

Ok..I've FINALLY made it on after being harassed by B & J (love you guys)...anywho..
I'm sitting here with J in Panera Bread doing a whole bunch of nothing and theres an elderly man who needed help. Now for those of us who have enjoyed Panera, you know its not a restaurant where you have a server. You go to a counter, order your food, and sit down at a table and eat. This man sat there for almost 10 mins with his bill in the air (i think because he had difficulties walking), and NOBODY came to help him (and NONE of them were busy). Now, by the time I was ready to get up and help him my d&$# self, he got up and was making his way to the counter. But this is what I dont understand...if you see an elderly person, why not just go help them??? Even if its not in your job description. They are human! And what people fail to realize is one day...that will be us...and we will need help...AND KARMA IS A #$%^& WITH NO REMORSE. Mmmpphhh....guess we're so wrapped up in ourselves these days that nobody else matters...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Life is So Crazy - Introduction of J

Sometimes when you are going through something in life...you need to take the time out to thank God for the blessings that you have. I personally, have been through so many things from birth up until now and am proud to say that I have had the ability to overcome. Although I've stumbled a couple of times I never broke down I kept fighting...and with the fight I gained and lost alot. I lost who I used to be...I lost the hair and I lost the clothing. I lost some friends, I lost the localities. I gained friends, even some who didn't have my best interest at heart. I gained perspective as to what life really is outside of the box. I gained spirituality and trusted some of my outcomes with the Lord. I gained the respect of my family and a sense of pride. Right now I'm looking for balance I guess. Knowing that life isn't always going to be superfantastic and that there are going to be bad times that lead up to the good times. I'm growing into adulthood trying to make decisions that will better my future and trying to prevent mistakes if I can help it. I still go through things personally. Things that I just for years cannot shake, but one day I'll probably get it. Maybe the light bulb will come on and life will just make sense...Oh well...until next time...


WORK SUCKS && am I the only one blogging?????

Man work sucks. Story of my life. Everyone knows that I dnt like my job. My manager is literally an ignoramous. I wonder how she got in her position. Oh I work for a company called SMC. The community I work at I work in the maintenance dept as the coordinator. I tell everyone excpet the Service Manager what to do. Before thinking how sweet that is think ab WHO I'm telling stuff to do. Dudes that can be my dad are trippin and crying like babies. I could have worked in a damn hair salon if I wanted this drama. They complain ab me all the time saying I'm mean. I'm only aggressive with ppl who don't do their jobs. That's pretty much the whole team with few exceptions. And they say he never talk to so and so that way. I rarely talk to them at all bc they are DOING their job....not complaining ab it. And sorry for the txt language. I'm on my sidekick. Anywayz...they be trippin. Like now I should be doing work. But I dnt want to. I dnt really value this job. And on top of that I work on 3 projects...I dnt even wanna get in that....its seperate blog worhy.....I think I may go do some work b4 I get fired....and I NEED MONEY...I'm going to Cali in April and NY in June. Gotta have paper for both events!......

And ab those other 2 people who allegedly is supposed to be on this blog with me are pretty MIA!.......they both suck and that's how I feel. Stay up people!

{ B }

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

CHRIHANNAGATE Through my eyes

LOL...so i make my first post about this!  Well i just been stating my opinion to my family and friends, I just wanted to expose how I view it to the world. 

Ok, soooo Whats really hood Chris Brown??  So now we're beating on females.  This whole thing is interesting to me because he said that his mom was abused by a man.  I figured that if you see another man that's not your father hit your mom, you feel some type a way about it.  Guess he really doesnt.  

Rihanna is ON HER HEAD as well with this whole situation.  She looks like a FOOL!  I'm dissapointed.  So much for that Island heat.  

Now, mind you this is IF he really did it........lol...im just sayin.

{ B }